Hello @FR100, welcome to the Community! I’m really sorry to hear about your experience with Retool. I hear your frustration and truly empathize with you. I want you to know that we in the Retool Community are here for you and happy to help! 
Would you be open to sharing what you’re trying to build at the moment? That would give me a better sense of how to guide you in the right direction.
If your schedule allows, we’d love for you to join our Office Hours. Think of it as a friendly live debugging session where you can get real-time help from the Retool team and other developers, and every question is welcome! Our next Office Hours is on Tuesday, August 12 from 2PM–3PM EST, and we host them twice a week, Tuesdays and Thursdays!
I hope this helps, and again, I’m @ChiEn and always happy to help! 